1 00:01:36,584 --> 00:01:38,209 Gonna open it? 2 00:01:48,876 --> 00:01:51,083 Can you front me a quarter? 3 00:01:55,792 --> 00:01:57,167 Two puffs! 4 00:02:00,250 --> 00:02:01,834 Come on, anything! 5 00:02:06,167 --> 00:02:08,209 Some sedatives like last time? 6 00:02:10,709 --> 00:02:12,876 Don't worry, I'll pay you back! 7 00:02:18,584 --> 00:02:20,792 You got nothing for me? 8 00:02:21,209 --> 00:02:22,626 Anything! 9 00:02:30,667 --> 00:02:32,751 How about you? Got a cig? 10 00:02:35,375 --> 00:02:37,500 A smoke? 11 00:02:37,542 --> 00:02:39,292 Just one! 12 00:02:57,334 --> 00:02:59,125 Good morning. 13 00:02:59,167 --> 00:03:00,709 Hi, miss. 14 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:05,042 Got any change, miss? Have a nice day. 15 00:03:06,876 --> 00:03:08,584 Got any spare change? 16 00:03:11,209 --> 00:03:12,792 Seen Angie? 17 00:06:22,834 --> 00:06:25,626 Evening, ma'am. Got any spare change? 18 00:06:27,375 --> 00:06:28,918 Thanks anyway. 19 00:06:29,751 --> 00:06:31,542 Hi! Got any change? 20 00:08:45,584 --> 00:08:47,959 You're hard to catch today. 21 00:08:50,542 --> 00:08:52,334 That's how it is. 22 00:09:00,083 --> 00:09:01,918 You'd like to talk to me? 23 00:09:05,125 --> 00:09:06,459 Yes. 24 00:09:11,125 --> 00:09:12,626 Jimmy... 25 00:09:13,375 --> 00:09:15,667 Why do you still put up with this? 26 00:09:19,042 --> 00:09:21,459 I'm a little anxious, that's all. 27 00:09:23,626 --> 00:09:25,375 Nothing unusual. 28 00:09:28,125 --> 00:09:30,125 I live day to day. 29 00:09:33,167 --> 00:09:35,209 It's my fault anyway. 30 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:39,000 What's your fault? 31 00:09:41,209 --> 00:09:42,918 I live outside. 32 00:09:44,125 --> 00:09:46,751 When you hit the streets, it's game over. 33 00:09:52,209 --> 00:09:55,667 No one needs me, no one wants me around. 34 00:10:04,334 --> 00:10:06,959 The kiss you gave me before I fell asleep, 35 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:08,542 when I was a baby... 36 00:10:09,375 --> 00:10:11,250 was it a premonition? 37 00:10:12,459 --> 00:10:14,292 A farewell kiss? 38 00:10:19,876 --> 00:10:23,167 Come. - Then you left. 39 00:10:23,209 --> 00:10:25,209 Come lie down. 40 00:10:37,584 --> 00:10:40,751 That's why I dream about the glass of water... 41 00:10:40,792 --> 00:10:43,792 and your last kiss before I go to bed. 42 00:10:47,042 --> 00:10:49,751 We always sleep because reality is scary. 43 00:10:53,167 --> 00:10:55,125 Demons and ghosts really exist. 44 00:10:57,209 --> 00:10:59,209 They exist within us... 45 00:11:00,500 --> 00:11:02,584 and sometimes they win. 46 00:11:50,792 --> 00:11:52,667 Come here. 47 00:12:44,584 --> 00:12:47,000 I'm your little puppy. 48 00:13:05,083 --> 00:13:08,000 I'm just... your little dog. 49 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:30,500 Hi, Phil. 50 00:13:33,709 --> 00:13:35,500 What's up, man? 51 00:13:36,584 --> 00:13:38,876 You stopped taking my calls? 52 00:13:39,250 --> 00:13:40,834 Cell phone's gone. 53 00:13:43,876 --> 00:13:45,500 I sold it. 54 00:13:54,751 --> 00:13:56,751 I've got nothing left, Phil. 55 00:14:00,751 --> 00:14:03,083 I spent the night at the police station. 56 00:14:04,375 --> 00:14:06,125 I'll tell you about it later. 57 00:14:06,167 --> 00:14:08,083 At least you had shelter. 58 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:12,167 Hey, Phil... 59 00:14:12,209 --> 00:14:13,375 Yeah? 60 00:14:14,459 --> 00:14:15,667 Could you... 61 00:14:18,209 --> 00:14:20,500 Could you front me some cash? 62 00:14:20,542 --> 00:14:23,167 Till I get my check. 63 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:26,042 When are you gonna pay me back? 64 00:14:27,292 --> 00:14:30,209 You were supposed to pay me Tuesday! 65 00:14:35,459 --> 00:14:38,542 In four days? I get my check in four days. 66 00:14:40,083 --> 00:14:41,709 You need it now? 67 00:14:43,250 --> 00:14:45,792 I've needed it for a long time. 68 00:14:59,792 --> 00:15:01,792 Got any spare change? Thanks. 69 00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:03,876 Have a nice day! 70 00:15:03,918 --> 00:15:05,792 Hello, sir, ma'am. 71 00:15:05,834 --> 00:15:08,542 Got any spare change? Thank you. 72 00:15:09,792 --> 00:15:13,042 Anything you can spare. Thanks, ma'am! Have a nice day. 73 00:15:15,042 --> 00:15:16,834 Hello, sir. Have a nice day, sir. 74 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:18,959 Got any change? 75 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:21,292 Got any change? Have a nice day. 76 00:15:23,667 --> 00:15:24,959 Sir... 77 00:15:25,000 --> 00:15:26,751 Thanks. Good day. 78 00:19:23,083 --> 00:19:25,667 Hi, Paul! Still at the office? 79 00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:29,918 No, I'm in a car. 80 00:19:34,042 --> 00:19:36,876 It's in the email I sent before I left. 81 00:19:36,918 --> 00:19:40,334 Well, double-check. Otherwise I'll resend it. 82 00:19:40,375 --> 00:19:41,834 OK, bye. 83 00:20:07,292 --> 00:20:09,250 Two glasses of Burgundy, please. 84 00:20:09,292 --> 00:20:11,375 No? - Yes, yes. 85 00:20:11,417 --> 00:20:12,918 Right away. 86 00:20:17,584 --> 00:20:19,626 We should go. 87 00:20:19,667 --> 00:20:23,417 Right now? - No, I don't mean the restaurant! 88 00:20:23,459 --> 00:20:26,042 I don't know, we should... 89 00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:29,500 do something together, go away somewhere. 90 00:20:29,542 --> 00:20:30,667 No? 91 00:20:33,167 --> 00:20:34,834 Go away, maybe. 92 00:20:42,542 --> 00:20:43,667 Nathan? 93 00:20:45,250 --> 00:20:47,375 Sorry, I'm... 94 00:20:50,375 --> 00:20:52,500 Are you OK? - Yeah. 95 00:20:57,083 --> 00:20:59,125 I'd love to get away too. 96 00:21:00,751 --> 00:21:02,626 For good, if you only knew. 97 00:21:03,584 --> 00:21:05,584 If I only knew what? 98 00:21:08,250 --> 00:21:10,375 I saw my brother today. 99 00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:14,709 Did you talk to him? - No. 100 00:21:14,751 --> 00:21:16,834 I saw him going down the street. 101 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:22,250 Thank you. 102 00:21:22,292 --> 00:21:23,959 Thanks. 103 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:25,834 Were you able to look at the menu? 104 00:21:25,876 --> 00:21:27,667 No, sorry. 105 00:21:27,709 --> 00:21:29,125 I'll come back. 106 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:35,709 This must be the... third time you've mentioned your brother 107 00:21:35,751 --> 00:21:37,709 since we've been together. 108 00:21:38,542 --> 00:21:40,334 I thought he was dead. 109 00:21:42,876 --> 00:21:44,667 You never know with him. 110 00:21:49,792 --> 00:21:51,792 It's like your mom. 111 00:21:52,876 --> 00:21:55,417 You never talk about her. - Anyway... 112 00:21:57,584 --> 00:22:00,250 He got exactly what he deserved! 113 00:22:09,209 --> 00:22:11,375 Sorry, I don't know why... 114 00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:13,209 No, it's fine. 115 00:22:14,626 --> 00:22:16,250 How was your day? 116 00:24:26,334 --> 00:24:29,042 Through the speculum, I can see your cervix. 117 00:24:30,083 --> 00:24:32,083 It's going to twinge a little. 118 00:24:41,792 --> 00:24:43,584 I'm going to start dilating, OK? 119 00:24:55,751 --> 00:24:58,500 I'm about to begin. Tell me if it hurts. 120 00:25:16,959 --> 00:25:19,584 Put your hand on your stomach to soothe the cramps. 121 00:27:48,042 --> 00:27:49,334 Phil... 122 00:27:51,417 --> 00:27:54,417 How are you, man? - I knew you'd be here. 123 00:27:56,834 --> 00:28:00,125 Word gets around fast. - Gimme my cash. 124 00:28:01,667 --> 00:28:03,083 Your cash? 125 00:28:06,167 --> 00:28:09,292 In two days, man. I get my check in two days. 126 00:28:09,334 --> 00:28:11,709 Gimme my fucking cash, I need it! 127 00:28:27,125 --> 00:28:29,167 Where's my cash? 128 00:28:29,209 --> 00:28:31,083 Where's my fucking cash? 129 00:28:35,500 --> 00:28:37,500 That's all I have. 130 00:28:42,792 --> 00:28:44,459 Christ, go for it! 131 00:29:42,959 --> 00:29:44,667 Jimmy? 132 00:29:44,709 --> 00:29:46,459 I'm Dr. Aissaoui. 133 00:29:48,459 --> 00:29:50,167 Do you feel sleepy? 134 00:29:53,042 --> 00:29:54,334 No. 135 00:29:57,042 --> 00:29:59,709 The cops who brought you here want me to talk to you. 136 00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:04,334 What's wrong, Jimmy? 137 00:30:04,918 --> 00:30:07,167 Huh? - What's wrong? 138 00:30:09,584 --> 00:30:11,375 What day is this? 139 00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:14,125 I'm hungry. 140 00:30:15,209 --> 00:30:17,834 I'm hungry. - You want to eat something? 141 00:30:23,042 --> 00:30:25,083 Would you like to talk to your dad? 142 00:30:25,125 --> 00:30:26,959 My dad? - Yes. 143 00:30:27,959 --> 00:30:30,125 I found his number in your file. 144 00:30:32,459 --> 00:30:34,209 I don't know. 145 00:30:36,459 --> 00:30:38,626 I'm fucking cold. 146 00:30:56,125 --> 00:30:58,626 How did you end up here? 147 00:31:02,334 --> 00:31:04,417 My dad's got nothing to do with it. 148 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:07,292 Why? 149 00:31:08,626 --> 00:31:11,584 There's not enough space for us both here! 150 00:31:11,626 --> 00:31:14,125 It's either him or me. 151 00:31:14,167 --> 00:31:17,417 What makes you say that? - He's a liar! 152 00:31:19,167 --> 00:31:20,751 How so? 153 00:31:20,792 --> 00:31:22,876 She exists! 154 00:31:22,918 --> 00:31:24,292 I saw her! 155 00:31:24,334 --> 00:31:25,751 Who? 156 00:31:26,792 --> 00:31:28,542 I can see her! 157 00:31:31,083 --> 00:31:32,876 Jimmy... Jimmy! 158 00:31:32,918 --> 00:31:34,584 Jimmy! 159 00:31:48,417 --> 00:31:49,751 Stéphanie! 160 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:56,250 Yes? 161 00:32:19,542 --> 00:32:21,292 I'll have something to eat. 162 00:32:23,500 --> 00:32:25,250 You can leave afterwards. 163 00:32:29,417 --> 00:32:33,042 Take the rest of the day off. - OK. 164 00:33:11,417 --> 00:33:12,834 Got my stuff? 165 00:33:23,626 --> 00:33:25,500 What are you waiting for? 166 00:33:25,542 --> 00:33:27,125 Beat it! 167 00:34:00,542 --> 00:34:02,000 Jimmy! 168 00:34:06,167 --> 00:34:07,626 Jimmy! 169 00:34:31,542 --> 00:34:33,375 Aren't you tired? 170 00:34:35,334 --> 00:34:36,584 Yes. 171 00:34:42,167 --> 00:34:43,834 But if I walk... 172 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:48,709 and walk... 173 00:34:51,626 --> 00:34:53,125 and walk... 174 00:34:57,083 --> 00:34:59,292 I don't think about it. 175 00:35:03,459 --> 00:35:05,083 It's like... 176 00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:10,834 somebody's pushing me along. 177 00:35:15,459 --> 00:35:18,709 Like... being pushed along with other people. 178 00:35:20,250 --> 00:35:22,292 And you see nothing else. 179 00:35:24,292 --> 00:35:26,125 Yeah. 180 00:35:29,459 --> 00:35:31,209 Just like here. 181 00:35:31,250 --> 00:35:33,834 It doesn't really matter. 182 00:35:36,584 --> 00:35:38,459 You walk... 183 00:37:56,167 --> 00:37:59,167 Why didn't you take me when you left? 184 00:38:01,626 --> 00:38:03,250 I couldn't. 185 00:38:09,459 --> 00:38:11,500 Your dad isn't a bad guy. 186 00:38:12,209 --> 00:38:14,334 He only likes Nathan. 187 00:38:15,500 --> 00:38:17,167 Not me. 188 00:38:19,292 --> 00:38:20,959 I deal with it. 189 00:38:22,667 --> 00:38:24,626 It's always been like that... 190 00:38:27,334 --> 00:38:29,709 since you left us. 191 00:38:36,292 --> 00:38:38,334 You should tell them it's not my fault. 192 00:38:39,584 --> 00:38:41,292 It's not your fault! 193 00:38:45,876 --> 00:38:47,751 Your dad wanted to fence me in, 194 00:38:47,792 --> 00:38:49,918 to cut me off from everything. 195 00:38:54,292 --> 00:38:58,375 That man gave me everything I could have ever wanted. 196 00:38:58,417 --> 00:39:00,626 He loved me, but in the wrong way. 197 00:39:03,125 --> 00:39:05,125 With him, I stopped living. 198 00:39:06,459 --> 00:39:09,542 I faded away in his love and possessiveness. 199 00:39:13,125 --> 00:39:15,459 I had to raise you, shut up and obey. 200 00:39:17,751 --> 00:39:19,167 So I left. 201 00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:30,959 But you deserve better. 202 00:39:35,876 --> 00:39:37,876 That's what makes me so sad. 203 00:39:40,417 --> 00:39:43,042 That's why I come back. 204 00:39:43,083 --> 00:39:45,083 For you. 205 00:39:47,959 --> 00:39:50,000 Who are you crying over? 206 00:39:52,167 --> 00:39:54,292 You bailed on us. 207 00:39:54,834 --> 00:39:57,709 I'm crying over you. 208 00:39:57,751 --> 00:39:59,292 Over Nathan. 209 00:40:11,918 --> 00:40:14,125 Look at me, Jimmy. 210 00:40:14,167 --> 00:40:16,250 Look right at me. 211 00:40:20,042 --> 00:40:21,459 Go see your dad. 212 00:40:23,667 --> 00:40:25,834 You need to talk before it's too late. 213 00:42:39,709 --> 00:42:43,167 How much do you want to get lost for good? 214 00:42:47,042 --> 00:42:49,083 I didn't come for that. 215 00:42:50,918 --> 00:42:52,918 I came to talk to you. 216 00:42:59,334 --> 00:43:01,459 Stop talking nonsense! 217 00:43:01,500 --> 00:43:03,209 How much do you want? 218 00:43:03,250 --> 00:43:04,834 Nothing. 219 00:43:06,250 --> 00:43:08,042 I just want to talk to you. 220 00:43:08,334 --> 00:43:09,834 You stink! 221 00:43:10,918 --> 00:43:12,918 It reeks of your shit in here! 222 00:43:15,792 --> 00:43:17,042 Go wash up. 223 00:44:14,375 --> 00:44:15,918 Leave that! 224 00:44:26,125 --> 00:44:27,751 This is ridiculous! 225 00:44:29,709 --> 00:44:31,083 Shut up. 226 00:44:37,667 --> 00:44:40,000 How old are you again? 227 00:44:42,083 --> 00:44:43,459 37. 228 00:44:46,751 --> 00:44:49,500 You look... 10 years older. 229 00:45:04,542 --> 00:45:06,834 Is that why you came back? 230 00:45:09,334 --> 00:45:11,959 To wipe your dad's ass? 231 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:13,375 No. 232 00:45:17,709 --> 00:45:19,918 Just go. I don't need anyone. 233 00:45:22,626 --> 00:45:25,042 You just had to man up 234 00:45:25,083 --> 00:45:27,375 if you wanted to make me happy. 235 00:45:31,125 --> 00:45:33,751 We all get good and bad stuff from our parents. 236 00:45:36,918 --> 00:45:39,167 Me, I just got the bad. 237 00:45:39,209 --> 00:45:40,834 You're wrong! 238 00:45:43,083 --> 00:45:45,709 You got everything and you let it go to waste. 239 00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:51,000 Try to be a bit more like your brother. 240 00:46:37,918 --> 00:46:41,626 What did you want to tell me that was so important? 241 00:46:58,083 --> 00:47:00,083 Why do you keep lying? 242 00:47:02,626 --> 00:47:03,792 What? 243 00:47:09,751 --> 00:47:11,000 Mom. 244 00:47:13,918 --> 00:47:16,250 Why did she leave? 245 00:47:19,834 --> 00:47:21,792 Why don't you ever talk about it? 246 00:47:24,667 --> 00:47:26,626 Tell me about her. 247 00:47:30,876 --> 00:47:33,626 Your mother doesn't exist anymore. 248 00:47:33,959 --> 00:47:36,375 You can't just blot her out. 249 00:47:42,334 --> 00:47:44,542 She's the one... 250 00:47:44,584 --> 00:47:46,250 who sent me here. 251 00:47:47,918 --> 00:47:49,500 You see her? 252 00:47:52,751 --> 00:47:54,042 She follows me. 253 00:47:58,417 --> 00:47:59,834 She appears to me. 254 00:48:05,083 --> 00:48:06,584 She appears to you? 255 00:48:12,584 --> 00:48:14,250 Talk to me honestly. 256 00:48:20,751 --> 00:48:22,751 Tell me about my mother. 257 00:48:25,584 --> 00:48:26,918 About you two. 258 00:48:29,459 --> 00:48:31,125 No lies. 259 00:48:35,709 --> 00:48:37,709 Why did she leave? 260 00:48:40,417 --> 00:48:42,667 She had so much anger. 261 00:48:42,709 --> 00:48:44,083 Against you? 262 00:48:45,792 --> 00:48:47,125 Yes, against me. 263 00:48:49,584 --> 00:48:51,042 Against everything! 264 00:48:56,042 --> 00:48:57,500 That love... 265 00:48:58,417 --> 00:48:59,876 was sheer hell! 266 00:49:01,959 --> 00:49:03,792 We were always clashing! 267 00:49:06,334 --> 00:49:08,751 Confrontations like this one. 268 00:49:15,209 --> 00:49:16,375 She... 269 00:49:21,584 --> 00:49:23,500 She had these eyes... 270 00:49:25,334 --> 00:49:26,918 these amazing eyes. 271 00:49:32,667 --> 00:49:36,334 I see her beautiful face as if she were still here. 272 00:49:45,083 --> 00:49:48,584 One night she came back... after two days. 273 00:49:48,626 --> 00:49:50,626 Maybe more, I don't remember. 274 00:49:52,417 --> 00:49:53,959 It was the last straw. 275 00:49:54,959 --> 00:49:56,751 I went nuts. 276 00:49:58,500 --> 00:50:00,042 I threatened her. 277 00:50:01,792 --> 00:50:03,292 With your gun? 278 00:50:17,667 --> 00:50:20,584 She was holding you against her like a shield. 279 00:50:20,626 --> 00:50:22,459 You were just a baby. 280 00:50:24,667 --> 00:50:26,167 She smiled at me. 281 00:50:27,834 --> 00:50:29,459 She was defying me. 282 00:50:39,792 --> 00:50:41,417 Nothing scared her. 283 00:50:46,834 --> 00:50:48,918 She put you to bed. 284 00:50:48,959 --> 00:50:52,459 Then she walked past me to get her coat by the door. 285 00:50:55,876 --> 00:50:58,417 She left without turning back. 286 00:51:01,542 --> 00:51:03,250 She left you two behind. 287 00:51:12,751 --> 00:51:15,792 She left everything behind her... 288 00:51:15,834 --> 00:51:17,918 to go to California. 289 00:51:19,417 --> 00:51:21,500 That's it. 290 00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:32,125 And then what? 291 00:51:34,417 --> 00:51:35,876 A year... 292 00:51:38,042 --> 00:51:40,459 A year later, she reached out to me. 293 00:51:42,334 --> 00:51:44,417 She called me. 294 00:51:44,459 --> 00:51:46,375 Then she called again. 295 00:51:48,209 --> 00:51:49,834 She wanted to see you two. 296 00:51:49,876 --> 00:51:51,500 She needed... 297 00:51:53,250 --> 00:51:55,000 She needed money. 298 00:51:56,334 --> 00:51:57,667 I... 299 00:52:02,876 --> 00:52:04,584 I never called her back. 300 00:52:11,792 --> 00:52:14,584 I never heard from her again. 301 00:52:19,250 --> 00:52:21,334 Why'd you do that? 302 00:52:23,167 --> 00:52:25,167 I don't know! 303 00:52:29,626 --> 00:52:31,250 Jimmy... 304 00:52:35,042 --> 00:52:37,626 Don't say a word to Nathan. 305 00:52:42,042 --> 00:52:43,334 Why? 306 00:52:44,876 --> 00:52:48,584 It's better if... if he doesn't know about it. 307 00:52:52,876 --> 00:52:54,876 Why should I care about him? 308 00:52:55,751 --> 00:52:57,626 Hush now. 309 00:52:57,667 --> 00:52:59,918 Make peace with him. 310 00:53:01,626 --> 00:53:03,125 It's different now. 311 00:53:06,709 --> 00:53:08,250 You know what happened. 312 00:54:01,667 --> 00:54:03,667 You cannot drive! 313 00:54:04,667 --> 00:54:07,209 You can't drive in your condition, Jimmy! 314 00:54:07,250 --> 00:54:09,292 Don't bug me! 315 00:54:09,334 --> 00:54:11,667 Lend me your car keys! 316 00:54:12,959 --> 00:54:15,167 I won't keep it for long! - No. 317 00:54:16,709 --> 00:54:18,250 Out of the question! 318 00:54:28,584 --> 00:54:29,834 He seemed... 319 00:54:31,375 --> 00:54:33,542 He seemed to be doing better, 320 00:54:33,584 --> 00:54:36,334 but he's been like that for an hour. 321 00:54:37,500 --> 00:54:39,542 Do you need anything? 322 00:54:39,584 --> 00:54:41,334 If I need anything? 323 00:54:42,918 --> 00:54:45,000 A glass of water or-- - Who are you? 324 00:54:45,834 --> 00:54:48,375 Get dressed, we're taking you back to town. 325 00:54:49,209 --> 00:54:51,417 So you're here? 326 00:54:51,459 --> 00:54:53,500 I thought you were dead! 327 00:54:53,542 --> 00:54:55,500 Go to my car! - What? 328 00:54:55,542 --> 00:54:57,042 Go out to my car! 329 00:55:25,375 --> 00:55:27,375 Why'd you let him in? 330 00:55:32,292 --> 00:55:34,792 Did you give him money? - No. 331 00:55:36,250 --> 00:55:39,334 He wouldn't take it. - How can you be so gullible? 332 00:55:39,375 --> 00:55:41,375 His mind is shot! - Nathan! 333 00:55:43,918 --> 00:55:45,709 That's enough. 334 00:56:13,083 --> 00:56:14,417 I stink, huh? 335 00:56:15,751 --> 00:56:17,042 No. 336 00:56:19,375 --> 00:56:21,167 My clothes stink. 337 00:56:26,209 --> 00:56:27,959 I took a shower. 338 00:56:36,292 --> 00:56:39,042 My bro will have to get his nice car washed. 339 00:56:46,125 --> 00:56:48,125 Are you his new girlfriend? 340 00:56:51,292 --> 00:56:53,334 We've lived together for six years. 341 00:56:53,375 --> 00:56:55,209 Six years! - Yeah. 342 00:56:57,626 --> 00:56:59,417 I don't remember you. 343 00:57:03,667 --> 00:57:05,918 We don't live in the same area. 344 00:57:05,959 --> 00:57:09,292 No, we don't pass each other that often. 345 00:57:11,292 --> 00:57:13,292 It's better that way. 346 00:57:19,667 --> 00:57:21,667 You don't have any kids, I hope. 347 00:57:32,959 --> 00:57:34,209 Jimmy... 348 00:57:36,292 --> 00:57:38,292 Talk to your brother. 349 00:57:42,334 --> 00:57:43,834 He hates me. 350 00:59:27,834 --> 00:59:29,876 Hand over your phone. 351 00:59:29,918 --> 00:59:31,584 Why? 352 00:59:32,584 --> 00:59:34,751 You don't get that from the convenience store. 353 01:00:04,375 --> 01:00:06,375 Hi, it's Jimmy. 354 01:00:09,375 --> 01:00:10,918 Are you home? 355 01:00:24,918 --> 01:00:26,167 Thanks. 356 01:00:51,083 --> 01:00:53,334 Give me $80 worth. 357 01:01:16,792 --> 01:01:18,792 I didn't know what to say. 358 01:01:21,918 --> 01:01:24,125 You have to consider what they know, what they're scared of, 359 01:01:24,167 --> 01:01:26,125 and what they understand about their condition. 360 01:01:28,209 --> 01:01:30,000 Patients can be complicated sometimes. 361 01:01:30,042 --> 01:01:31,751 You should know. 362 01:01:33,751 --> 01:01:36,042 I couldn't tell him, "Your heart is inoperable, 363 01:01:36,083 --> 01:01:38,083 you have six months left, bye!" 364 01:01:42,042 --> 01:01:45,834 You have to... sugar-coat the truth. 365 01:01:46,918 --> 01:01:48,918 I was stuck for words... 366 01:01:48,959 --> 01:01:51,000 like a beginner. 367 01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:54,542 When did it happen? 368 01:01:54,584 --> 01:01:56,417 Yesterday. 369 01:01:56,459 --> 01:01:58,792 Why this patient? 370 01:02:00,042 --> 01:02:02,667 You've been in that situation dozens of times. 371 01:02:04,959 --> 01:02:06,584 I don't know. 372 01:02:10,626 --> 01:02:12,542 There's always hope. 373 01:02:12,584 --> 01:02:14,500 Hope is a cancer! 374 01:02:18,459 --> 01:02:21,167 Before, surgery was my whole life. 375 01:02:22,792 --> 01:02:24,000 Before what? 376 01:02:24,042 --> 01:02:27,042 Operations I used to do in five hours now last seven. 377 01:02:31,375 --> 01:02:33,876 Why am I telling you this? - That's my role. 378 01:02:35,709 --> 01:02:37,709 Martin took me aside yesterday. 379 01:02:37,751 --> 01:02:40,167 He'd just had lunch with you. 380 01:02:41,000 --> 01:02:43,626 Martin tends to exaggerate. 381 01:02:43,667 --> 01:02:46,209 I guessed you just separated from your wife. 382 01:02:48,876 --> 01:02:51,709 We break up, we get back together. It's almost routine by now. 383 01:02:53,626 --> 01:02:55,626 It's easy when you don't have kids. 384 01:02:56,751 --> 01:02:58,626 You live alone right now? 385 01:03:00,459 --> 01:03:02,500 At the hotel. 386 01:03:02,542 --> 01:03:04,125 I need to think things through. 387 01:03:05,125 --> 01:03:06,417 Why? 388 01:03:09,209 --> 01:03:11,292 I can't sleep, I have a short fuse... 389 01:03:14,584 --> 01:03:17,751 Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one who can't cry... 390 01:03:19,125 --> 01:03:20,876 or burst out laughing. 391 01:03:24,167 --> 01:03:27,417 Still, saying everything's fine is as stupid as saying what's wrong. 392 01:03:28,375 --> 01:03:30,292 Are you sure about that? 393 01:03:36,959 --> 01:03:39,584 It's not Juliette's fault I'm at the hotel. 394 01:03:39,626 --> 01:03:41,167 Why, then? 395 01:03:43,375 --> 01:03:46,000 It's a long story. - Nathan... 396 01:03:46,042 --> 01:03:49,000 We've been here for an hour. 397 01:03:49,042 --> 01:03:51,667 Another 10 minutes won't break the bank. 398 01:03:58,250 --> 01:04:00,209 My brother resurfaced a month ago. 399 01:04:02,500 --> 01:04:05,167 He even sees my dad from time to time. 400 01:04:05,209 --> 01:04:07,792 I didn't know you had a brother. 401 01:04:11,918 --> 01:04:14,209 I rarely talk about him. 402 01:04:14,250 --> 01:04:16,500 Is he younger? - Yeah. 403 01:04:17,834 --> 01:04:20,209 He was a late arrival, an accident. 404 01:04:21,751 --> 01:04:24,709 And he's the one who set all this in motion? 405 01:04:24,751 --> 01:04:26,500 If you like. 406 01:04:30,792 --> 01:04:33,083 We don't really get along. 407 01:04:35,167 --> 01:04:36,792 Since day one. 408 01:04:41,792 --> 01:04:43,209 He makes me sick. 409 01:04:45,125 --> 01:04:47,125 If he wasn't my brother... 410 01:06:13,209 --> 01:06:14,959 What's your real name? 411 01:06:24,584 --> 01:06:25,751 Come on! 412 01:06:32,959 --> 01:06:34,209 Cynthia? 413 01:06:36,292 --> 01:06:38,292 That's a floozy's name. 414 01:06:42,792 --> 01:06:44,459 Don't move. 415 01:09:47,876 --> 01:09:48,876 Yeah. 416 01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:55,792 We're not talking price first? 417 01:10:00,959 --> 01:10:02,584 OK, get in. 418 01:11:21,792 --> 01:11:23,417 Is he coming? 419 01:11:26,375 --> 01:11:27,667 Did you call him? 420 01:11:32,459 --> 01:11:34,209 I'm his brother! 421 01:11:46,042 --> 01:11:48,834 What are you doing here? - I've never done it before. 422 01:11:50,584 --> 01:11:53,042 I never asked Nathan for anything. 423 01:11:55,834 --> 01:11:57,667 But now, I have to... 424 01:12:00,334 --> 01:12:02,334 I have to score. 425 01:12:05,334 --> 01:12:07,334 I have nothing left, man! 426 01:12:52,959 --> 01:12:55,459 It's Ativan. 427 01:12:55,500 --> 01:12:57,125 That's all I have. 428 01:13:00,751 --> 01:13:02,209 Thanks. 429 01:13:08,125 --> 01:13:09,751 Nathan's not here? 430 01:13:11,334 --> 01:13:12,542 No. 431 01:13:16,500 --> 01:13:20,292 I... I haven't slept in three days. 432 01:13:24,751 --> 01:13:26,751 You can't stay here. 433 01:13:39,918 --> 01:13:41,083 Here. 434 01:13:44,292 --> 01:13:46,709 We have a guestroom. 435 01:13:48,375 --> 01:13:50,000 I stink like hell. 436 01:13:51,375 --> 01:13:52,834 I'll be fine here. 437 01:13:55,334 --> 01:13:57,459 And I don't want... 438 01:13:57,500 --> 01:13:59,959 when Nathan sees me... 439 01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:02,125 He doesn't live here anymore. 440 01:14:08,959 --> 01:14:10,959 You can take a shower tomorrow. 441 01:14:14,876 --> 01:14:16,876 Thanks for the pills. 442 01:14:17,876 --> 01:14:19,292 It helped. 443 01:16:06,751 --> 01:16:07,918 Here... 444 01:17:42,167 --> 01:17:44,167 Your parents were good-looking. 445 01:17:45,417 --> 01:17:47,417 I'm leaving. - No, I didn't mean-- 446 01:17:47,459 --> 01:17:49,167 I have to go. 447 01:17:49,209 --> 01:17:51,667 You need more dope? - Yeah. 448 01:17:52,584 --> 01:17:54,334 The Ativan wasn't strong enough. 449 01:17:56,667 --> 01:17:58,918 You'd all be happy if I croaked, huh? 450 01:18:00,042 --> 01:18:02,000 But dying is hard. 451 01:18:07,918 --> 01:18:10,125 I OD'ed three times last year. 452 01:18:11,959 --> 01:18:13,709 Three cardiac arrests. 453 01:18:15,709 --> 01:18:17,709 You've got a strong heart! 454 01:18:19,292 --> 01:18:22,459 Thanks for letting me stay the night. And for everything. 455 01:18:27,834 --> 01:18:30,459 I'm leaving you in your concentration camp. 456 01:18:33,834 --> 01:18:35,626 Would you... 457 01:18:35,667 --> 01:18:37,667 Would you like some clean clothes? 458 01:18:37,709 --> 01:18:39,709 I could look through Nathan's things. 459 01:18:40,375 --> 01:18:41,584 No. 460 01:18:44,334 --> 01:18:46,334 Tell the bro I didn't take anything. 461 01:18:47,334 --> 01:18:50,918 I didn't mess anything up or touch his pretty little wife. 462 01:18:52,918 --> 01:18:55,125 I don't know where he is. 463 01:19:03,626 --> 01:19:05,417 You deserve better. 464 01:19:06,876 --> 01:19:09,375 Why do you say that? 465 01:19:13,626 --> 01:19:15,667 Because Nathan will never be able... 466 01:19:15,709 --> 01:19:17,751 to give you what you deserve. 467 01:19:20,500 --> 01:19:22,292 It runs in the family. 468 01:19:26,083 --> 01:19:28,083 There's no love here. 469 01:19:31,375 --> 01:19:32,959 Get a life! 470 01:20:14,459 --> 01:20:16,083 Hello, leave a message. 471 01:20:18,584 --> 01:20:20,417 Hi, it's me. 472 01:20:23,375 --> 01:20:25,375 This is my fourth message, I think. 473 01:20:27,500 --> 01:20:28,876 We should talk. 474 01:20:32,667 --> 01:20:34,667 Why'd you leave without a word? 475 01:20:36,292 --> 01:20:38,042 It's crude, Nathan. 476 01:20:38,959 --> 01:20:40,709 There's no other word. 477 01:20:44,417 --> 01:20:46,500 I don't feel like reaching out anymore. 478 01:20:50,709 --> 01:20:53,000 You never wanted to be in love with me. 479 01:20:53,042 --> 01:20:54,751 Not with me. 480 01:20:59,626 --> 01:21:02,167 I want to sell the apartment, I have other plans. 481 01:21:02,209 --> 01:21:03,417 Call me back. 482 01:23:07,459 --> 01:23:08,709 Nathan... 483 01:23:09,667 --> 01:23:10,834 What? 484 01:23:11,959 --> 01:23:13,667 Do you love me? 485 01:23:15,918 --> 01:23:17,209 Yes. 486 01:23:18,626 --> 01:23:20,626 You don't seem too happy about it. 487 01:23:25,709 --> 01:23:27,083 Nathan, I... 488 01:23:29,417 --> 01:23:30,876 I'm pregnant. 489 01:23:43,542 --> 01:23:44,918 Are you happy? 490 01:23:46,667 --> 01:23:47,918 Are you? 491 01:23:50,209 --> 01:23:51,918 It's quite a surprise. 492 01:23:55,250 --> 01:23:57,250 Dad will be beside himself. 493 01:24:15,834 --> 01:24:17,250 Sit! 494 01:24:18,250 --> 01:24:19,500 Release! 495 01:24:25,417 --> 01:24:27,250 Release! Release! 496 01:24:27,292 --> 01:24:28,542 Sit! 497 01:24:31,918 --> 01:24:33,709 Go fetch! 498 01:24:34,792 --> 01:24:36,000 Come on! 499 01:24:36,876 --> 01:24:38,250 Here! Here! Here! 500 01:24:38,792 --> 01:24:40,000 Yeah! 501 01:24:41,834 --> 01:24:43,959 Release, boy! Release! 502 01:24:45,000 --> 01:24:46,626 Where'd you come from, huh? 503 01:24:46,667 --> 01:24:48,417 Where'd you come from, you mutt? 504 01:24:48,459 --> 01:24:50,542 Release! Release! 505 01:24:53,292 --> 01:24:54,876 Yeah! 506 01:24:57,334 --> 01:24:59,125 Hey, stay here! 507 01:25:01,000 --> 01:25:02,751 Come back, you fucking dog! 508 01:25:03,959 --> 01:25:05,959 Come back or I'll kill you! 509 01:25:09,000 --> 01:25:10,751 What are you doing here? 510 01:25:12,250 --> 01:25:14,667 Christ, you scared the dog! 511 01:25:14,709 --> 01:25:15,918 Is it yours? 512 01:25:16,834 --> 01:25:18,167 No. 513 01:25:18,209 --> 01:25:20,209 It came out of nowhere. 514 01:25:20,876 --> 01:25:22,542 What are you doing here? 515 01:25:23,584 --> 01:25:25,209 Jimmy! 516 01:25:25,250 --> 01:25:27,292 I saw your wife in the car. 517 01:25:28,959 --> 01:25:30,584 She's with Dad. 518 01:25:30,626 --> 01:25:32,792 You two got back together? 519 01:25:32,834 --> 01:25:35,167 What do you mean? 520 01:25:35,209 --> 01:25:37,083 Nothing, just asking. 521 01:25:39,584 --> 01:25:41,459 What's going on with you? 522 01:25:44,334 --> 01:25:47,584 I came to see Dad. - To take advantage of him? 523 01:25:48,876 --> 01:25:51,167 I needed to leave the city for a bit. 524 01:25:52,626 --> 01:25:55,709 You're not using anymore? - I'm making do. 525 01:25:56,375 --> 01:25:59,375 Making do how? Is Dad paying for your dope? 526 01:26:00,375 --> 01:26:02,542 I have my welfare check. 527 01:26:03,876 --> 01:26:05,125 Shit. 528 01:26:08,083 --> 01:26:10,125 Shower, you smell like a corpse! 529 01:26:43,334 --> 01:26:44,918 My beautiful Juliette! 530 01:26:46,959 --> 01:26:48,709 Is Nathan with you? 531 01:26:49,709 --> 01:26:51,709 No, he's with Jimmy. 532 01:26:57,417 --> 01:27:00,125 This is turning into quite a family reunion! 533 01:27:03,918 --> 01:27:07,250 An unexpected one, mind you! 534 01:27:11,459 --> 01:27:14,667 This will be a first for you. - Yes. 535 01:27:14,709 --> 01:27:16,417 Let's make the most of it. 536 01:27:21,792 --> 01:27:23,167 Hi, Dad. 537 01:27:31,000 --> 01:27:33,334 How do you feel today? 538 01:27:33,375 --> 01:27:34,709 Bah... 539 01:27:35,584 --> 01:27:37,834 Can I do anything for you? - No, no. 540 01:27:46,876 --> 01:27:48,292 Nathan... 541 01:27:48,334 --> 01:27:49,500 What? 542 01:27:51,125 --> 01:27:53,334 Why did Juliette go outside? 543 01:27:55,000 --> 01:27:56,375 No idea. 544 01:28:20,125 --> 01:28:22,500 The corpses... the corpses... 545 01:28:23,959 --> 01:28:25,334 One by one... 546 01:28:28,918 --> 01:28:30,417 Jimmy? 547 01:28:41,751 --> 01:28:43,334 Did you hear me talking? 548 01:28:43,375 --> 01:28:45,250 Yes, I think so. 549 01:28:45,792 --> 01:28:47,334 It... 550 01:28:48,000 --> 01:28:49,334 It happens. 551 01:28:50,209 --> 01:28:52,417 I start talking to myself. 552 01:28:52,459 --> 01:28:54,709 That's how I vent. 553 01:28:55,584 --> 01:28:57,167 It's a good idea. 554 01:28:59,751 --> 01:29:01,918 How do you like it here? 555 01:29:07,667 --> 01:29:11,459 What was it like where you grew up? 556 01:29:12,709 --> 01:29:16,125 OK. A mother and father, a little brother. 557 01:29:17,167 --> 01:29:18,918 A normal family? - Yeah. 558 01:29:31,626 --> 01:29:33,250 What are you doing? 559 01:29:34,334 --> 01:29:36,334 What are you doing? No! 560 01:29:36,375 --> 01:29:39,542 He said I stank, I'm gonna fucking wash up! 561 01:29:39,584 --> 01:29:41,292 That's not funny, stop! 562 01:29:41,334 --> 01:29:43,042 Just kidding! 563 01:29:47,167 --> 01:29:49,459 You should've seen your face! - Yeah, but... 564 01:29:49,500 --> 01:29:51,042 Come. 565 01:29:52,209 --> 01:29:53,500 Thanks. 566 01:30:06,626 --> 01:30:08,125 Thanks. 567 01:30:17,209 --> 01:30:18,959 Here you go. 568 01:30:39,334 --> 01:30:43,834 You know, your brother cleared out the underbrush yesterday. 569 01:30:46,417 --> 01:30:48,125 Great. 570 01:30:52,500 --> 01:30:54,626 As I mentioned to Juliette... 571 01:30:56,834 --> 01:30:59,667 we're rarely all together here. 572 01:31:04,876 --> 01:31:06,584 Mom's not here. 573 01:31:20,417 --> 01:31:22,292 You'll be happy, Dad. 574 01:31:23,167 --> 01:31:24,876 Juliette is pregnant. 575 01:31:29,459 --> 01:31:31,083 That's wonderful! 576 01:31:32,250 --> 01:31:33,584 You... 577 01:31:38,125 --> 01:31:40,667 You have my blessing. - Thank you. 578 01:31:42,959 --> 01:31:44,959 It had to happen someday. 579 01:31:47,417 --> 01:31:48,876 When is it due? 580 01:31:51,375 --> 01:31:53,542 I just found out... In eight months. 581 01:32:03,209 --> 01:32:04,792 Nathan... 582 01:32:09,542 --> 01:32:13,292 You're really lucky to... to have Juliette. 583 01:32:15,500 --> 01:32:16,667 I know. 584 01:32:23,876 --> 01:32:25,083 Jimmy! 585 01:32:26,042 --> 01:32:28,417 Aren't you going to congratulate them? 586 01:32:29,876 --> 01:32:31,250 Congratulations. 587 01:32:40,792 --> 01:32:42,959 Let's break out the champagne, kids! 588 01:32:44,626 --> 01:32:45,918 Stéphanie! 589 01:32:49,500 --> 01:32:51,751 Bring the champagne, please. - Yes. 590 01:33:01,626 --> 01:33:03,709 I know that... 591 01:33:05,584 --> 01:33:08,459 it can't be easy to have me here with you, 592 01:33:08,500 --> 01:33:10,167 with the baby and all. 593 01:33:10,209 --> 01:33:11,918 That's not true! - So I'll go. 594 01:33:11,959 --> 01:33:14,000 No, sit down! 595 01:33:15,125 --> 01:33:16,709 You're staying here! 596 01:33:18,042 --> 01:33:19,334 With us. 597 01:34:10,209 --> 01:34:12,209 You'll soon be parents. 598 01:34:15,542 --> 01:34:16,792 A baby! 599 01:34:32,918 --> 01:34:36,751 I'm sorry, this might not be the best time, but I... 600 01:34:44,167 --> 01:34:46,000 I'd like to talk... 601 01:34:51,375 --> 01:34:53,000 about the future. 602 01:34:57,792 --> 01:34:59,792 I often think about it. 603 01:35:03,584 --> 01:35:05,584 All the time, in fact. 604 01:35:18,209 --> 01:35:21,626 One day, Stéphanie's help won't be enough. 605 01:35:23,626 --> 01:35:25,667 I'll have to put an end to this. 606 01:35:33,459 --> 01:35:35,375 And I want to make sure... 607 01:35:37,834 --> 01:35:39,667 everything goes smoothly. 608 01:35:50,167 --> 01:35:52,250 I'm not 30 anymore. 609 01:35:52,292 --> 01:35:54,083 Dad... 610 01:35:54,125 --> 01:35:55,751 I'm sorry to... 611 01:35:58,334 --> 01:36:01,834 to cast a shadow over this wonderful news. 612 01:36:03,292 --> 01:36:04,709 I'm sorry, Juliette. 613 01:36:07,417 --> 01:36:11,042 Fuck, she's pregnant and you yap away about your condition! 614 01:36:11,083 --> 01:36:13,334 Don't make it worse, OK? 615 01:36:15,417 --> 01:36:17,125 We have to talk about it. 616 01:36:21,959 --> 01:36:24,000 About my inheritance. 617 01:36:27,292 --> 01:36:29,334 I'm thinking of the baby too. 618 01:36:31,000 --> 01:36:33,042 I don't want anything, let them have everything. 619 01:36:33,083 --> 01:36:34,792 I want nothing from you! 620 01:36:34,834 --> 01:36:36,292 Jimmy... 621 01:36:38,125 --> 01:36:40,584 Jimmy, try to face the truth. 622 01:36:41,500 --> 01:36:43,834 Forget the last 30 years, 623 01:36:43,876 --> 01:36:45,375 forget everything. 624 01:36:45,417 --> 01:36:48,000 Go to rehab and stick it out for once. 625 01:36:48,042 --> 01:36:49,834 Get your act together. 626 01:36:51,751 --> 01:36:54,167 This'll be your one chance to get an inheritance. 627 01:36:54,209 --> 01:36:56,334 Dad's right, we need to have a family meeting. 628 01:36:59,209 --> 01:37:00,876 What about Mom? 629 01:37:10,542 --> 01:37:13,083 And there's something I don't get. 630 01:37:13,125 --> 01:37:15,000 Why a baby? 631 01:37:15,876 --> 01:37:17,125 Why? 632 01:37:18,375 --> 01:37:19,626 What happened? 633 01:37:21,584 --> 01:37:23,167 Why a baby here? 634 01:37:24,876 --> 01:37:26,792 There must be a fucking reason. 635 01:37:27,542 --> 01:37:29,167 What's the reason? 636 01:37:31,500 --> 01:37:34,083 She never asked you to give her a baby! 637 01:37:34,125 --> 01:37:35,876 No way! 638 01:37:38,584 --> 01:37:41,334 I'd be surprised if she asked you to give her a kid! 639 01:37:42,000 --> 01:37:43,709 Very surprised. 640 01:37:45,167 --> 01:37:47,042 She knows what we're like. 641 01:37:47,834 --> 01:37:50,083 She wouldn't bring a child into that environment. 642 01:37:52,375 --> 01:37:54,334 It must be an accident. 643 01:37:54,375 --> 01:37:56,209 Like me. Huh, Dad? 644 01:37:57,167 --> 01:37:59,083 I was an accident too. 645 01:37:59,125 --> 01:38:02,042 Just a fucking accident! You told me often enough. 646 01:38:02,083 --> 01:38:04,500 Ah, Jimmy! - You won't shut me up like that! 647 01:38:04,542 --> 01:38:07,375 It won't work. Huh, Dad? 648 01:38:07,417 --> 01:38:09,459 Ghosts always come back. 649 01:38:09,500 --> 01:38:11,417 They always come back! - Get out! 650 01:38:11,459 --> 01:38:13,125 Just like Mom came back! 651 01:38:17,417 --> 01:38:18,792 Mom? 652 01:38:20,542 --> 01:38:21,709 Yes. 653 01:38:21,751 --> 01:38:23,751 We see each other, you know. 654 01:38:25,459 --> 01:38:28,000 How'd you manage to forget her, man? 655 01:38:28,042 --> 01:38:30,209 You don't miss her? 656 01:38:32,167 --> 01:38:34,125 You know she... 657 01:38:35,834 --> 01:38:37,959 She tried to see us. 658 01:38:41,500 --> 01:38:43,375 But Dad didn't let her. 659 01:38:43,417 --> 01:38:45,709 He didn't want to help her. 660 01:38:45,751 --> 01:38:47,792 He told her no. 661 01:38:47,834 --> 01:38:50,459 Just because she wanted to live her life! 662 01:38:57,125 --> 01:38:58,542 Sorry, Juliette. 663 01:38:59,334 --> 01:39:01,417 Sorry for ruining your party. 664 01:39:02,959 --> 01:39:04,918 But there's one thing I hope, 665 01:39:04,959 --> 01:39:06,584 just one thing... 666 01:39:07,250 --> 01:39:08,918 with all my heart! 667 01:39:08,959 --> 01:39:11,125 Do you know what it is? 668 01:39:11,167 --> 01:39:14,500 I hope that baby's nothing like us! Nothing like us! 669 01:39:15,542 --> 01:39:17,584 Nathan, stop! Stop! 670 01:42:21,792 --> 01:42:24,083 I was at boarding school when my mother left. 671 01:42:26,542 --> 01:42:27,918 I was 13. 672 01:42:33,000 --> 01:42:35,000 I never knew why she left. 673 01:42:38,125 --> 01:42:40,292 Dad never wanted to tell us. 674 01:42:43,334 --> 01:42:45,000 He just never talked about it. 675 01:42:46,584 --> 01:42:47,959 It was taboo. 676 01:42:49,876 --> 01:42:51,042 Why? 677 01:42:55,000 --> 01:42:57,000 To protect us, I think. 678 01:43:00,500 --> 01:43:02,417 I started boarding school fairly young. 679 01:43:02,459 --> 01:43:04,459 I went to camp every summer. 680 01:43:08,417 --> 01:43:10,375 I didn't know her that well. 681 01:43:14,375 --> 01:43:16,459 She and Dad weren't a good fit. 682 01:43:21,375 --> 01:43:24,250 One day she decided to follow her star and start over. 683 01:43:26,709 --> 01:43:28,834 There was no place for us in her new life. 684 01:43:32,375 --> 01:43:34,459 Why didn't you tell me? 685 01:43:34,500 --> 01:43:36,542 Tell you what? 686 01:43:38,375 --> 01:43:41,500 The truth. - I didn't even know the truth. 687 01:43:43,500 --> 01:43:44,834 I was a teen. 688 01:43:46,584 --> 01:43:48,334 I listened to my dad. 689 01:43:49,792 --> 01:43:52,792 He lied to my brother and it didn't turn out too well. 690 01:43:56,751 --> 01:43:59,500 I understand. - What? 691 01:43:59,542 --> 01:44:01,083 Jimmy. 692 01:44:01,125 --> 01:44:02,876 And you too. 693 01:44:07,417 --> 01:44:10,751 How can I understand someone else... 694 01:44:10,792 --> 01:44:13,083 when I don't understand myself? 695 01:44:23,292 --> 01:44:25,709 I was my father's pride, as he'd say. 696 01:44:27,334 --> 01:44:30,542 "My son the doctor, top of his class!" 697 01:44:34,459 --> 01:44:36,209 That pride helped me to cope. 698 01:44:38,375 --> 01:44:39,959 I tried to forget. 699 01:44:43,042 --> 01:44:45,918 I thought it would finally fade away. 700 01:44:51,542 --> 01:44:53,876 Where's your mom now? 701 01:44:53,918 --> 01:44:55,792 I don't know. 702 01:44:58,500 --> 01:44:59,918 No one knows. 703 01:45:03,500 --> 01:45:05,209 Except Jimmy, maybe. 704 01:45:12,500 --> 01:45:14,459 I think she's dead. 705 01:45:21,042 --> 01:45:23,876 You can't just ignore this, you're 50 years old. 706 01:45:23,918 --> 01:45:26,626 How does being 50 change anything? 707 01:45:29,751 --> 01:45:31,626 I'm the little boy in the photo. 708 01:46:18,292 --> 01:46:19,500 Juliette? 709 01:46:21,834 --> 01:46:23,042 What? 710 01:46:25,834 --> 01:46:28,417 Was I the first to know about the baby? 711 01:46:29,459 --> 01:46:31,042 Why do you ask? 712 01:46:31,834 --> 01:46:33,459 You didn't tell anyone before? 713 01:46:35,792 --> 01:46:37,417 Why would I do that? 714 01:46:42,417 --> 01:46:44,792 There's nothing you want to tell me 715 01:46:44,834 --> 01:46:46,667 that I should know? 716 01:46:54,209 --> 01:46:56,292 Did you tell Jimmy first? 717 01:46:56,334 --> 01:46:58,125 Nonsense. 718 01:47:02,167 --> 01:47:04,459 Who's the father? - You're the father! 719 01:47:08,334 --> 01:47:10,209 You're being hurtful. 720 01:47:18,709 --> 01:47:21,000 I'm leaving you tomorrow. 721 01:47:21,042 --> 01:47:22,667 For good. 722 01:47:25,209 --> 01:47:26,834 And the baby? 723 01:47:28,500 --> 01:47:29,876 It's mine. 724 01:48:36,167 --> 01:48:37,918 What are you doing? 725 01:48:40,542 --> 01:48:42,250 I'm leaving. 726 01:49:03,542 --> 01:49:05,542 You don't need me anymore? 727 01:49:07,792 --> 01:49:09,626 About the cash... 728 01:49:11,876 --> 01:49:14,000 I'll pay you back. 729 01:49:14,042 --> 01:49:15,584 I added it up. 730 01:49:15,626 --> 01:49:17,667 I'm gonna... 731 01:49:17,709 --> 01:49:19,959 I'm gonna pay you interest too. 732 01:49:27,667 --> 01:49:28,834 The only... 733 01:49:31,417 --> 01:49:34,459 The only thing I ever got right... 734 01:49:39,250 --> 01:49:41,709 was to have you for my kids. 735 01:49:48,334 --> 01:49:50,375 I understand your disappointment. 736 01:49:56,459 --> 01:49:58,459 I ruined everything. 737 01:50:10,792 --> 01:50:12,125 Take care. 738 01:50:15,459 --> 01:50:17,709 I hate farewells. 739 01:51:31,792 --> 01:51:33,751 Don't touch me. 740 01:51:33,792 --> 01:51:35,292 No! 741 01:51:35,334 --> 01:51:37,125 No! Let go... 742 01:53:34,626 --> 01:53:35,751 Get in. 743 01:53:37,375 --> 01:53:38,709 Get in! 744 01:53:44,709 --> 01:53:46,375 Come with me. 745 01:53:46,959 --> 01:53:50,334 We're going for a little ride. 746 01:53:53,375 --> 01:53:54,918 Get in! 747 01:54:10,042 --> 01:54:11,667 Is that Dad's gun? 748 01:54:11,709 --> 01:54:13,083 Shut up! 749 01:54:22,125 --> 01:54:23,751 Don't do it. 750 01:55:25,209 --> 01:55:26,667 Nathan! 751 01:56:01,334 --> 01:56:02,918 You wanna see Mom? 752 01:56:04,209 --> 01:56:06,667 What? - Do you wanna see Mom? 753 01:56:12,375 --> 01:56:13,626 Yes. 754 01:56:59,167 --> 01:57:01,000 How much do you have? 755 01:57:58,125 --> 01:58:00,125 With this, Mom will come back. 756 02:01:02,417 --> 02:01:03,792 Hi, Mom. 757 02:01:16,417 --> 02:01:20,334 Mom... this is your son Nathan. 758 02:01:25,751 --> 02:01:28,918 Nathan, say hi to Mom. 759 02:01:39,918 --> 02:01:41,834 You abandoned me. 760 02:01:43,959 --> 02:01:45,209 Yes. 761 02:01:47,876 --> 02:01:49,542 I abandoned you. 762 02:03:22,000 --> 02:03:23,125 Wake up! 763 02:03:30,709 --> 02:03:32,167 Come on! 764 02:03:32,209 --> 02:03:33,834 Wake up! 765 02:03:36,250 --> 02:03:37,334 Breathe! 766 02:03:39,167 --> 02:03:40,417 Come on! 767 02:03:45,709 --> 02:03:46,751 Nathan... 768 02:03:51,918 --> 02:03:53,459 Don't go. 769 02:04:01,125 --> 02:04:02,709 Nathan... 770 02:04:10,959 --> 02:04:12,125 Jimmy... 771 02:04:18,125 --> 02:04:19,250 Jimmy. 772 02:04:44,834 --> 02:04:46,459 I killed him. 773 02:04:51,459 --> 02:04:53,167 What will you do? 774 02:04:58,125 --> 02:04:59,667 I don't know. 775 02:05:04,918 --> 02:05:07,459 You can come with me. 776 02:05:09,125 --> 02:05:11,083 Where? 777 02:05:12,584 --> 02:05:15,083 We'll never retrace our steps. That's over now. 778 02:05:16,083 --> 02:05:18,542 We'll never settle down anywhere, 779 02:05:18,584 --> 02:05:20,876 not until we've been all the way there. 780 02:05:32,709 --> 02:05:34,459 It's your choice. 781 02:05:35,834 --> 02:05:38,042 You can stay here or... 782 02:05:39,334 --> 02:05:41,334 you can come with me. 783 02:10:08,667 --> 02:10:10,500 Where are you going? 784 02:14:51,375 --> 02:14:54,417 TO MY MOTHER